commitments plz

on the 26th of October 2008...i've call upon the c.K boyz(budak2 cawangan keramat) for a meeting.

the meeting was regarding duit tabung(benda wajib), aniq's wedding and also the latest info that i need to past to them...i wasnt really happy with the attendance that nite, the common excuses that they gave me is that there was a last minute family plan and terforgot...kau terforgot!!! naik sial...how am im gonna perform my duties if there is no support form u guys. i dont ask u to break someone's head or to buy me dinner, i'm just asking for ur commitments. a meeting once in three months and u lot still cannot make it. what kind of commitment is that???
if ur saying that ur still studying and working, i can give u the same excuses too... do u lot have any idea how crazy my work is??? the ridiculous hours, the the distance i have to travel everyday... im working in klia and im staying in keramat...and i still can make it for that day and when u lot needed help...

i still remember when i used to be in their shoes, when a "brother" called out for a meeting, i'll reply straight away and also, i'll make sure that i'll be the first one to arrive at the location mention. this is because the respect was there and also the way he used to conduct the meeting is full of swearing and sometimes he's hand will do the talking. i dont want to be like him, becoz when u started to used force, ppl will lose respect to u, and plus he treats everyone like a kid.
for me, i want to start treating the guys as a family and an adult, but the way they reacted to the instruction that been given is like they are pushing me and urging me to become like my old so called brother that used to be.

i've no idea how long i can hold on to this kind of attitude...i hope after this the c.K guyz will show more commitments to the fraternity and i hate to be the one to say 'i told you so' when certain action is taken upon them or 'u really earned it' when theres no one turn up when u needed help so badly...
remember this...

"MAJLIS TIDAK PERNAH MELUPAKAN AHLINYA... CUMA AHLI YG SELALU MELUPAKAN MAJLIS"